Random Thought

No need to watch the Twilight Zone or any Sci-Fi horrors, all you gotta do
is go outside. Women are men.. Men are women.. People are willfully giving up
their freedoms and rights.. Material possessions and money mean more than life
and respect.. The most bizarre part is, people choose ignorance because it's
easier.. (it's bliss) There are far too few people to make a change and there
are more who know, but choose to ignore it..


As I continue this journey on this road I call life, it begins to settle in
that I really didn't know what I was getting into when I entered this
existence.. I often wished I was born in a different time, maybe things would've
been better now if I could've changed something in the past.. But now I realize, it
would've been the same no matter what time I arrived here.. These same problems
have existed since the beginning..


Perhaps I exist in this time because I am better suited to make change in
this era.. Since I was a child, whenever I had a problem or obstacle, I always
tried to find a permanent solution to it.. If my solution failed after a while, I
created better solutions that could withstand time..


The problem with the world today, is that truth rarely exist.. How can you
fix the problem, when you can never find the cause of it? Seems when you
discover a problem, it arises later because there was a deeper root to it. So
if you travel to that root and eliminate it, there's another source.. Like a
never ending rabbit hole that you search endlessly to get through but you
eventually waste away..


I don't think that's what life is about.. Life is not about raising families
and working a 9-5... Life is not about devoting your existence to a God you
never met, a government, a school, or any other group outside yourself.. But I believe life has something to do with your relationship with other living beings and the most important living organism we share, The Earth..


It's a wonderful thing that if we use our minds, what good can come of it.. But everything is always being suppressed.. I believe that some point in time, people knew what living on this earth was all about.. So where did it all change? Who the fuck decided it was ok to determine the destiny of another living being?.. Is it aliens? An elite force? Regular people like me and you? Perhaps humans that have lived thousands of years that me and you have no knowledge of?.. Who knows..


All I know is, the world in the state that I see, is on the decline.. I
don't think that we were meant to be slaves. Yet we are all slaves from the day
we are born without knowledge of it.. Who was the evil genius who developed
this nasty form of mind control which makes you believe you had a choice when
you had none?


It blows my mind.. But if you seek answers, you shall find.. I don't think
this world is all bad, but I think it could be better.. I wish there was a way
to get the truth. But there are always the ones who hold the keys. Keeping
their ever tightening grip on humanity.. Maybe I will discover the truth..
Maybe I will make a change.. But I hope that it is not at the cost of my own
life.. In either case, I know I'm not afraid..


Jasen Robinson October 10, 2011